Lyrics Allofnothing - Egg Roll

Its one o clock I'm gettin out of bed
Sprung up too quick I can't even feel my legs
Maybe today is the day that I'll make it
On my spaceship
Life is a game that I'm playin
It feels like everything's manipulative
Pop my CD in your car who all listening
I know, I'm growing by the numbers
But it's no secret some still wanna see me under
Wanna see me trip on the roots and the blunder
The root of all evil, the lies told my friends
These days such a fun ride I don't wanna see it end
But you know what they say, it happens to all good things
It's like you suffer if you start to live out your good dreams
Finally feeling you got your satisfaction
Then they're sick of playing with you, they need some new action
I step away from the mic, do I still have the passion
Or do I wanna take a step away to behind the scenes
I been running to the stage, tryna getmy dreams
Maybe it's just the fulfillment, maybe it's not that brilliant
I feel like any bit of success comes on without my mind
Would it be better if Ocean Gang left me behind
I mean, I understand I'm one of the most important
Look at rat on the wall, I left it distorted
All these big plans, it's like I chose to abort it

Is it really the dreams that I see?
Is it the illusion of getting by for free
I wonder, can anybody tell it
Yelling at people, I'm just tryna sell it
Had the grip of the world but now it's slippin
Had the game with that last joint now Im missin
Go on vacation away from the sound
The Earth still would go around

Wonder will I ever have a show
After the music ends where y'all go?
Getting behind the truth with my pain
Taking chances in the music, nothing is to gain
Everyday, it all feels the same
Tired of retiring, It ain't a shame
What more can I do? I've tried it all
Letting go of my grip it's time to fall
Feel like it's impossible for me to switch it up
Have I lost my creative edge? How much more can be missin
Ocean Gang just hit one year, two projects so far
Only in phase one will we go far
What we gotta do to get some attention
Playing me for people what is the intention
Tired of the label that's I've gained for myself
Hiding after Palace and it feels I've got some stealth

Is it really the dreams that I see?
Is it the illusion of getting by for free
I wonder, can anybody tell it
Yelling at people, I'm just tryna sell it
Had the grip of the world but now it's slippin
Had the game with that last joint now Im missin
Go on vacation away from the sound
The Earth still would go around
Damn