Lyrics spilled out my skin - Ego Mackey

Dilaudid Blues 2
Reloaded Redosing
Sick, so sick
Sick, so sick
Sick, so sick
Sick, so sick
I gave a fuck, I really did
Then my brain spilled out my skin
Gotta live my whole life in sin
Delete myself, off the grid
Everything, everyone forbid
I already went and I did
Fried my brain with fenty strips
Say it a million times
I'm just so sick
I gave a fuck, I really did
Then my brain spilled out my skin
Gotta live my whole life in sin,
Delete myself, yeah, off the grid
Everything, everyone forbid, I already went and I did
Fried my brain with fenty strips
Say it a million times,
I'm just so sick

Don't tell me anything more
I'm pourin' up like two fours
Oxycontin, that's my main course
For dessert I'm drownin' in the syrup
I'm so fried can't get worse
3 days went through like 30 percs
Make half a band off a verse
Then I waste it all on my curse
And I was just sitting there wasting
I be sleeping, yeah, getting payments
Never paid for no placements
Ego, baby, you can't erase it
But they try and copy paste it
You ain't really know though what I'm laced with
Dreamside, baby, don't care if I make it
Ego, baby, haunted, cursed, forsaken
Please, end, please, be over
Drift around, yeah, never sober
With a demon on my shoulder and I'm takin' all its orders
Crush dilaudid, pestle mortar
Don't sweat when I cross the border
I buy more ice, colder and colder
Need a lot of drugs 'cause this world a horror
They used me as a steppin' stone
Motherfuckers sad, they all some clones
I'm one of one, baby, always alone
Y'all just threaten on the phone
I beat you down when I'm throwed
Leave your lil' show postponed
Should've stayed quiet, it shows
Why play gangster when you hoes?

I gave a fuck, I really did
Then my brain spilled out my skin
Gotta live my whole life in sin
Delete myself, off the grid
Everything, everyone forbid
I already went and I did
Fried my brain with fenty strips
Say it a million times
I'm just so sick
I gave a fuck, I really did
Then my brain spilled out my skin
Gotta live my whole life in sin,
Delete myself, yeah, off the grid
Everything, everyone forbid, I already went and I did
Fried my brain with fenty strips
Say it a million times,
I'm just so sick

I'm so sick, so sick, I'm so sick, so sick
So sick, I'm so sick, so sick, I'm so sick
So sick, so sick, so sick, so sick
So sick, so sick, so sick, so sick
So sick, so sick, so sick, so sick
So sick, so sick, so sick, so sick