How To Disappear

It's strange to me
I just got cleared
Now all my friends are off the deep end
It's like I'm okay
But I guess I better be

I know
I can't control what hurts you
But your face says
I'm supposed to
And I'm reeling
From this feeling
Like we've had this conversation

'Cause all my friends are asking
How to disappear
Have I done everything to
Keep them breathing

'Cause all my friends are asking
How to disappear
Have I done everything to
Keep them breathing

And I know
I want to be better
I don't know where to start
I'm like some old sweater
Pull one string and fall apart

I can't keep lying on the phone
Like I'm already out, I'm not at home
'Cause I'm fucking scared to leave you alone

'Cause all my friends are asking
How to disappear
Have I done everything to
Keep them breathing

'Cause all my friends are asking
How to disappear
Have I done everything to
Keep them breathing

I say enough
Just enough to hold you on top
Pushing through my veins to keep up
If you're trying to make your heart stop
Make it two of us

Say enough
Just enough to hold you on top
But I'm not good enough to show up
So if you're trying to make your heart stop
Make it two of us

'Cause all my friends are asking
How to disappear
Have I done everything to
Keep them breathing

'Cause all my friends are asking
How to disappear
Have I done everything to
Keep them breathing

'Cause all my friends are asking
How to disappear
Have I done everything to
Keep them breathing