Lyrics lmk - Eillah

Open up my window late at night
Trying to see what's beyond the light
Search for meaning, I should let it go
Maybe I'm just never supposed to know

Sometimes I feel so safe
But it never seems to stay
I carry so much weight
But maybe, that will change
It will change

Could you please stay here right next to me
Until I learn how to fall asleep
Every night my fears fill up my head
I just wish that I could catch my breath

Been a while since I've felt safe
When will all this go away?
I carry so much weight
I don't think that will change
It won't change
It won't change

If I become too much please let me know
Won't blame you if you decide to go