Lyrics Will It End? - Elias

Why is this life surreal
Ion even know what's real no more
Ion even know how to feel
So why do I always feel alone
Why is this life surreal
Ion even know what's real no more
Out of breath
When I'm out of time
Is life a test
Hope yours like mine
Cuz I confess
I'm five feet from death
If I ask for help
I hope you gon find
I'm out of breath
When I'm out of time
Is life a test
Hope yours like mine
Cuz I confess
I'm five feet from death
If I ask for help
I hope you gon find
Me in a place
Where i need your grace
Cuz me and the reaper
Will stay face to face
Until I forgive myself for my regrets
Is life a test?
If it is then I hate
The path that I'm headed
I don't need no medicine
I need a medic to heal me with faith
I need me a reason to get up and fight
Lately my life movin by in a phase
Why is this life surreal
Ion even know what's real no more
Ion even know how to feel
So why do I always feel alone
Why is this life surreal
Ion even know what's real no more
Out of breath
When I'm out of time
Is life a test
Hope yours like mine
Cuz I confess
I'm five feet from death
If I ask for help
I hope you gon find
Im out of breath
When I'm out of time
Is life a test
Hope yours like mine
Cuz I confess
I'm five feet from death
If I ask for help
I hope you gon find
Heavy shoulders
And a blind vision
Over time wishin
I could find wisdom
But I see myself
In a tight position
Now my cold heart
Has a light missing
These wounds are deeper than the eyes can see
Never was who I tried to be
Hold me close
Cuz I need some hope
In better world and a life for me
Why is this life surreal
Ion even know what's real no more
Ion even know how to feel
So why do I always feel alone
Why is this life surreal
Ion even know what's real no more
Ion even know how to feel
So why do I always feel alone