Lyrics Deeper Into It - Enen

Happening to us (Ape X)
Hallelujah (Amen)
Happening to us (Apex)
Hallelujah (Amen)

It's quite a handful
Handful
Two hands full
That body's a temple
Temple
(Wanna worship within it)
I wanna be a grateful, grateful animal
And accept that it's painful with and without pull
Something's in the water and I've been drinking it
Silver in my tongue and so the tip keeps going numb
Sick of feeling like I'm over-thinking it
I wanna find peace but I'm not gonna play dumb
Every time I see ya, wanna burry my face
In more than one place
My mind's in a race
I really try hide it but it gets me so excited
I would let you put me in my place
Looking at the news, something's coming soon
It's quite a handful
Handful
Two hands full
That body's a temple
Temple
Wanna worship within it
I wanna be a grateful, grateful animal
And accept that it's painful with and without control

Feel so holy, wow, how it's chemical
Fear goes slowly, wow, how it's chemical
And when I wake up I'm not quite there yet
Not quite there yet
But I'll be there soon
It goes One
Then Two
But the Zero lets you
Fuck up and drug up and hustle for the come up
I don't get excited, no one said I was invited
I don't need that kinda bullshit in my life
I've been peeling off the strife
Sharpening the knife
Simmering the hype
I'm balling, enthralling, with my face still falling
But I tend to lose the drive, I'm half-fucking-Mulholland
I do need calling
When not I'm just stalling
I don't make excuses, no, the concept's abusive
So I need bigger paycheck
To pay for get shit done
Cause I'm sick of pro-bono
Cause your free work takes too long
You think I think I need for nothing, you're wrong
I need you
I need truth
To get strong
To shake loose
If I'm gonna be honest I mostly think about ass
But when it shows up I typically pass
Scared of the aftermath, and dynamics, and how change
Gotta get that shit in order or you're gonna fuck it up again
But when I wake up I'm not quite there yet
Not quite there yet
But I'll be there soon
It goes One
Then Two
But the Zero lets you
Feel so holy, wow, how it's chemical
Fear goes slowly, wow, how it's chemical