Lyrics Purpose - Enkay47

1: If I′m being honest... I'm not a good person
Everyone saying I′m great but... they don't know me as a person
They don't know me as a person
To everybody that′s saying I′m worthless, I know I'm worthless
I have to see myself every day,
I look inside of the mirror and observe it
You don′t deserve this, nobody's perfect
Yeah, I know I smile a lot but... that′s on the surface
What's under the surface?...
And that′s when I turn to the bottle
If you saw inside of me I would be hollow
And I'm doing all of this shit for a following
That doesn't care about me or my problems and
I know that one day that I′ll finish college and
I′m not the type to ever get a scholarship
That doesn't mean that I don′t try my hardest with
Everything that I do, I'm just an artist
And lately I...

I don′t know my purpose
I've been feeling worthless
Every night I go to bed and know I don′t deserve this
Is life really worth it?
I don't know, I'm working
We see these celebrities and we
Thinking they′re perfect... ain′t nobody perfect
Everybody's hurting
As soon as I fall I pick myself out of the dirt then
Wish I wasn′t a person
Worthy of desertion
We see these celebrities and we thinking
They're perfect... ain′t nobody perf-ect

2: I've had my ups, and I′ve had my downs
One minute I smile, the next then I frown
And no I ain't seeing no love in my town
I bet that'll change when I get the crown
Where are my friends why ain′t they around
They′re busy as fuck but they're saying they′re proud
I know how to swim but I feel like I'd drown
I′m getting deep in this bottle of crown
I wanna change, but I don't know how
It′s kind of ironic I sing about how
I know you can pick yourself up when you're down
I cannot pick myself up when I'm down
And I feel like I′ll never make it,
I hope and I pray but even as I say
This, yo I feel like I have been drowning!

Alt. Chorus: Just take the pain away,
Just take the pain away,
I deal with this everyday... I say that I′m okay

3: I know I'm hopeless
I know I′m broken
Why the fuck you think you need to remind me?
Dammit I wrote this with my emotions
I don't need you to believe in me, I will be
Fine on my own
Fine by myself
I don′t need nobody, I don't need help
But that′s what I say when I lie to
Myself... that's what I say when I lie to myself

I don't know my purpose
I′ve been feeling worthless
Every night I go to bed and know I don′t deserve this
Is life really worth it?
I don't know, I′m working
We see these celebrities and we
Thinking they're perfect... ain′t nobody perfect
Everybody's hurting