Lyrics After - Envyus

Once upon a time
It was all about what I could find
Chasing dreams like addicts chase a high
Man that attic high
Cobwebs in my conscience
Soft steps I move constant
Silence is my mosh pit
I ain't tried so why knock it hold up

Doctor pills and visits
I don't do no sit ins
Nauseous from my visions
This is what you've given
Used to be inseparable
We were reputable
Kids with a pool
Vision I had for me and you
Saw that shit through a rose lens, and a jaded view
Outlined with blue man I hate the truth
Everything I thought I fucking knew was impossible and improbable
Probably your fault, damn
Soft lips and your soft hands
My hard temper I'm just a man
I try to be better and fix it however I can, damn

Reminiscing on them times when it used to be better
Why you talking about heaven like it's some shit you remember
I wish I could change the weather
I wish that it mattered
I wish I could stick around and see what happens after

Reminiscing on them times when it used to be better
Why you talking about heaven like it's some shit you remember
I wish I could change the weather
I wish that it mattered
I wish I could stick around and see what happens after

See what happens after
See what happens after
See what happens after
See what happens after
I wish I could stick around and see what happens after

See what happens after
See what happens after

Envy what you after
I'm chasing them crowds with my words in the rafters
I'm chasing laughter
I'll find some time later on in life to worry bout the rapture
I'm tryna be the rap grandmaster
I'm tryna map all the haphazards
These rat bastards just test though
Check what's all on my chest though
I got brands you can't rep bro
Like a bench press with 315 for a set yo
My neck gold
Talking bout jewelry is easier than talking bout the pain that my chest holds
Walk with it out and just flex on these hoes
Setting the stone cracking the code
Origami how my paper fold
I can turn you organ donor don't get bold
I just reminisce when I'm feeling cold
It's enough to get me going
It's enough to keep me glowing
I look in the mirror at a different reflection
I don't really like what I'm showing
I don't really like what I'm showing