Lyrics Iridescent - Envyus

Waking up without a single recollection of what day it was
All that's left of us is weak and broken faded love
Yeah, I hate to run
But I always feel compelled to leave and chase the sun

They won't understand until it happens
In my mind's eye I see things they can't imagine
I pretend I have all of the answers in this acid
As I melt away the parts of me I couldn't learn to manage

Run away
I'm chasing a feeling
I feel it
Every day
I been counting reasons
To mean this

And everything else
I say to you, I mean well
I just need one last kiss
Before I'm banished to hell
I gave all that I could give
Then to Oblivion I fell
I couldn't read both your lips
But I'll believe you wished me well

But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know

Iridescent inside this abyss
Where I tossed my wish
All the money spent and all the lives I didn't live
Are what keep me wide awake at night while uppers getting mixed
In this ocean of emotions, I feel looking at your lips
I'm prone to getting pissed when these moments of regret hit
Just send your condolences and act like that you gave a shit
When I finally close the script and read aloud this death wish
Do us both a favor and acknowledge it's my best shit

Run away
I'm chasing a feeling
I feel it
Every day
I been counting reasons
To mean this

And everything else
I say to you, I mean well
I just need one last kiss
Before I'm banished to hell
I gave all that I could give
Then to Oblivion I fell
I couldn't read both your lips
But I'll believe you wished me well

But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know
But I just don't know