Lyrics Mother Of Light - Orchestral Version - Epica

It always put me on the edge
To think of all the spoilt lives
Today Im one step further
Not sure if Ive survived myself

Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
Whatever happens in my dreams
And I know it cant be worse than this
So I prefer to sleep

I am searching without vision
For the answers in the dirt
I am waiting just for nothing
For the day that Ill be heard

Youre the sea in which Im floating
And I lose myself in you
I am feeling these sensations
I communicate with you

I am looking without vision
For a different kind of way
I am thinking just for nothing
About that specific day

Youre the night so youre the dark side
Of the day youll never see
Youre the past but everlasting
Can you share one day with me?

Youre the hand that I rejected
But I cant forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy
To think of, even to die for

Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
Whatever happens in my dreams
I know it cant be worse than this
So I prefer to sleep

Tomorrow, dont know where Ill be
I need some place to go now
So do you know the way I feel
Or shall I give up my belief?

Youre the lock Ive never opened
Cause I threw away the key
Im enclosed within my own thoughts
That will never set me free

Youre the hand that I rejected
But I cant forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy
To think of, even to die for

Youre the question to the answer
And without therell never be
Any thought in this direction
Youve created this in me

Youre the hand that I rejected
But I cant forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy
To think of, even to die for

Serenity is taking over all I am, it gives me peace
And all I see are visions of my destiny
Why should I bleed and pay for others greed?

We consciously sign our own sentence of death
How can you go on, did you forget
What we have learnt from the past?
We cant go on killing ourselves
And with us all the rest
Why cant you see, dont you regret?

Reality is sometimes stranger than fiction
Whatever happens in my dreams
And I know it cant be worse than this
So I prefer to sleep

I am alone with all my thoughts
Alone without a hope and
I lost the thing I needed most
I feel I cant survive this fall