Lyrics and translation Epik High feat. B.I - 수상소감 (Acceptance Speech)

수상소감 (Acceptance Speech)

내게 거리감 느꼈다면 넘지 마
상처받은 만큼 선을 그은 거니까
난 더 이상 속지 않아
미소 뒤에 숨겨놓은 칼날에 피투성이 되어버린 나니까
수도 없이 봤지, 앞과 뒤가 다른 모습
가족 같은 이들이 남이 되어 가는 것을
결국 내 값어치에 따라
지들 멋대로 샀던 마음을 상처로 되팔아

준 적 없는 권리 내세우며
당연하듯 요구하는 자신들의 편의
백번 이해해도 결국 단 한 번 거절이
손가락질받으, 니 어쩔 수 없이 벽을 쌓는 거지
갈수록 차가워지는 내 마음보다 아픈 건
하나둘 떠나고, 눈앞에 사라지는데
아무렇지도 않아, 차라리 속 편해
이게 진짜 내 모습이었나 봐

먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니, 날 닮은 것 같아, ah-ah
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까, ah-ah

(I did it for you) 내 말이 들린다면, 고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는, 혼잣말도 지치니까, yeah
내게 손가락질 대신, 손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는 갈 길이 바쁘니까

나도 내가 걱정돼, 아침마다 거울 앞에 서서
힘겹게 짓는 이 가면 같은 포커페이스
17년째 이 바닥 생활하다 잠시 들춰보니
원래 얼굴이 더 낯설어 못 벗겨내
다들 겁을 내, 감정 없는 나를
이런 나를 만든 가해자가 바로 너넨데
단물 빨아먹고 날 버린 거머리들
내 모든 샘에 빨대 꽂은 놈들이 내가 피도 눈물도 없대

Damn right, 다들 꽁꽁 싸맨 apathy
It's a cold world, 나만 벌거벗고 산 거지
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn't kill me can only make me bleed
거울에 입김을 불며
뿌연 내 얼굴을 보며 깨달은 게 있어
Maybe God and the Devil
이 둘은 적이 아닌 그저 한 존재의 이중인격

No need to cry, no need to fear
What doesn't kill me only makes me
No need to cry, no need to fear
When your sky is falling down, I'll be here (I am here)

먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니, 날 닮은 것 같아, ah-ah
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까, ah-ah

(I did it for you) 내 말이 들린다면, 고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는, 혼잣말도 지치니까, yeah
내게 손가락질 대신, 손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는 갈 길이 바쁘니까

I'm comin' home, 도와줄 거 아니면 let me go?
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어, the show goes on and on and on
I'm comin' home, 도와줄 거 아니면 let me go?
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어, the show goes on and on and on

Done

Acceptance Speech

If you felt distant from me, don't cross the line
Because I drew the line on how much I've been hurt
I will not be fooled anymore
Because I am the one who was bloodied by the hidden blade behind your smile
I've seen countless times, two-faced people
People who were like family, becoming strangers
In the end, depending on my worth
They resold their hearts, which they bought for their own enjoyment, as wounds

Asserting rights they never gave
Demanding their conveniences as if it's natural
Even after understanding a hundred times, a single refusal
Leads to finger-pointing, inevitably building a wall
What hurts more than my increasingly cold heart
Is the sight of them leaving one by one, disappearing before my eyes
I don't care, it's more comfortable this way
I guess this is who I really am

Even dark clouds were clouds
Thinking about it, they seem like me, ah-ah
Even bitter laughter is laughter
Because I live in a world with nothing to laugh about, ah-ah

(I did it for you) If you hear me, nod your head
I'm tired of talking to myself in vain, yeah
Instead of pointing fingers, wave your hand at me
Because I'm too busy to stop walking

I worry about myself too, standing in front of the mirror every morning
This poker face is a mask I put on with difficulty
After living on this stage for 17 years, I realized
My original face is more unfamiliar, I can't take it off
Everyone is scared, the emotionless me
But it's you who made me like this, you're the perpetrator
The leeches who sucked me dry and threw me away
The ones who stuck straws in all my wells say I have no blood or tears

Damn right, everyone is heavily wrapped in apathy
It's a cold world, I'm the only one walking around naked
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn't kill me can only make me bleed
Breathing onto the mirror
I realized as I looked at my hazy face
Maybe God and the Devil
Are not enemies, but just two sides of the same being

No need to cry, no need to fear
What doesn't kill me only makes me
No need to cry, no need to fear
When your sky is falling down, I'll be here (I am here)

Even dark clouds were clouds
Thinking about it, they seem like me, ah-ah
Even bitter laughter is laughter
Because I live in a world with nothing to laugh about, ah-ah

(I did it for you) If you hear me, nod your head
I'm tired of talking to myself in vain, yeah
Instead of pointing fingers, wave your hand at me
Because I'm too busy to stop walking

I'm comin' home, if you won't help me, let me go?
Raise both hands to the sky, the show goes on and on and on
I'm comin' home, if you won't help me, let me go?
Raise both hands to the sky, the show goes on and on and on

Done