Seppuku

Hold me down seppaku, spill my guts like I always do
Heart of gold you're mining through
But you won't mind me until you're through
Mine my vein for the precious metals
Nevermind any veins In the way that have settled
I'm in the way of your emeralds, diamonds
Rubies all that glitters running through me
Shatter and dismantle my figure to find the clockwork
Not worth the minutes that were given to get in the center
Got burnt allowing another wall to conquered
I'm hurt but that's irrelevant when Ive been
Given a chance, to make you feel anything at last

Take my all, all I am, am I of any use?
Use me now, now I'm here, here I go, go on through
Through my center, center stage, stage the kill

Take my all, all I am, am I of any use?
Use me now, now I'm here, here I go, go on through
Through my center, center stage, stage the kill, kill my truth
Take my all, use me now
Through my center, stage the kill
All I am, now I'm here
Center stage, so you can kill my truth

Makes me hopeful, makes me craft possible ways that'll make this last
Break me fast, take my all
Ill be giving everything until I fall
Render me a mission or a purpose to evolve
Steady crawl, patterned drawl
But I bet they're walking tall. While I claw
While I bite, give them life while I fight
Ima play the role that they wouldn't wanna be
In. Everybody loves a clown nobody wants to be IT
I'll be terrified to look at my reflection
Hit another high then feel the eyes in my direction
I can see the hunger while it rumbles and it bellows
They can smell the blood and the feast as I'm exposed
At most I'm flesh incarnate, at worst I'm buffet for Carnage
Outburst I hold inside, I'm in disguise of the stand up guy
Give my all just to make it right
This is life summarized
I'm alright. Up all night
What I've spent
What's I've lost Sum of my parts dont equate to the cost

Take my all, all I am, am I of any use?
Use me now, now I'm here, here I go, go on through
Through my center, center stage, stage the kill, kill my truth

Talking in circles a figure eight mindset
I've spent all that I am on pride I can't digest
I'll sacrifice and deny I'm not fine yet
While they search for comfort in God's, I can't find them
I'll make you believe and then make you bitter
All saints have a past and all futures have sinners
Where you see a bridge, all I'm seeing are cinders
I'll show you the light and ill let mine grow dimmer