Lyrics self sabotage - Ericdoa

I know you wanna see me, suffocate
It′s been so hard me to, concentrate
I break it down and watch it, all decay
I wish these stupid thoughts would go away

I could help but I choose not
Screamin' out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you′ve lost
Happy it's over but at what cost?
I could help but I choose not
Screamin' out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you′ve lost
Happy it′s over but at what cost?

I know she not in love with me
She in love wit drugs
Keep on poppin' X and O′s
Don't want no kiss and hugs
Tryna get me jealous
Postin′ shit, bitch I don't give a fuck
She said that I been her favorite one
Please don′t make me blush

Actin' like a bad bitch
I been on my own, yeah I been tryna break these habits
I don't want your love, yeah you can have it
Ay, hit me up and ask me what I′m on
I just won′t respond
Pray to god they don't get me involved
I′ll just play along

But that's exactly what you want me to do
You wanna stop me? Go ahead make a move
Runnin′ out of time
One day, I hope you'll be mine

No I can′t stomach it
No I can't
When I fall
I'm hoping I land

I could help but I choose not
Screamin′ out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you′ve lost
Happy it's over but at what cost?
I could help but I choose not
Screamin′ out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you've lost
Happy it′s over but at what cost?