Lyrics Dear God - Esa Mighty

Dear god
This the life I chose
All my dues paid I ain't got none owed
Tried to lock us out til we cracked that code
Seen some friends jump ship they couldn't weather the storm
They tried break me
Damn why they hate me
Guess I remind them of everything that they can't be
I was really humble man they thought that they could take me
Til I put em down dawg sick got rabies
Lately I been seeing life on HD
You could keep the bitches I got me and my lady
When this rap pop drop top Mercedes'
Send some home then send some money out to Haiti
Praying for the people suffering across the globe
Lord Alhamdulilah I'm so thankful
Only you know what I been thru
Forgive me for the times that I ain't have faith
Took a couple years soul searched and reconnect
I was going crazy had the 9 up to my head
Took a couple chances we were dodging all the feds
Left us with the crumbs I went and took the loaf of bread
I said they owe a mili every tear I ever shed
Sometimes I be going thru it wishing I was dead
Did I make the right decision, where will I be led
Put my faith in god and I just persevere instead

Dear god
This the life I chose
All my dues paid I ain't got none owed
I ain't got none owed
I ain't got none owed
Dear god
This the life I chose
All my dues paid I ain't got none owed
Tried to lock us out til we cracked that code
Seen some friends jump ship they couldn't weather the storm

Back and forth like a toxic ex
I don't match only smoke the best
Ride around cuz just dropped the vet
Get even we don't get upset
I can't sleep if I'm living in debt
Man you living a mess
I ain't impressed by the shit on your neck
Fuck a check if you losing respect
Yea
And I ain't talking bout the niggas on the sideline
Never did nothing player hatin holding pom poms
We took nothing made it something told em Ta da
I just tell it how it is tell why lie
Got em dancing on beat hit the cha cha
When I tell em where I'm from they say Za Za
I'm not basic I'm exotic
I can't be no dummy I was named after the prophets
Living in the country where they hold you by the pockets
Poisoning the culture take our god and kill our logic
Dear god

Dear god
Yea
Dear god
This the life I chose
All my dues paid I ain't got none owed
I ain't got none owed
All my dues paid I ain't got none