Lyrics Reoccurring Dream - Ethan Gruska

Heaven help me, i don't understand
Heaven help am having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
Reoccuring one way you don't want me
And its no surprise if you don't understand
If you're blindsided i'd have trouble finding you
Am good at hiding how i feel
Always worried what you're thinking of me
Reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
Why dont i learn my lesson
Most of the time it's just uneducated guessing
The justice to depression
Heaven help i want to understand
I dont know where to start getting close to you
But maybe am not running from me
Am always pushing people away unknowingly
Reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
Why dont i learn my lesson
Most of the time it's just uneducated guessing
The justice to depression
Heaven help me i don't understand, heaven help am having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
Reoccuring one way you don't want me