Lyrics ,,,,,,, - Ez Mil

It didn't have to be like this
It didn't

Shock was the initial being of the feeling that sparked
Upon what we were seeing marked in the scene of
You screaming at the start
My brain is still tryna pick the pieces apart
If in your heart it was right for you
TO LEAVE US IN THE FUCKING DARK

LIKE WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FUCKING HYPOCRITE?
ACTIN' LIKE YOU OWN ME JUST CUZ
YOU MADE ME AN IMMIGRANT!?
FUCK YOU
AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR
SITTIN' PRETTY IN THAT FOREIGN LAND
FOUR MONTHS IS WHAT IT TOOK
TO PROVE THAT YOU'RE A FUCKING MAN-WHORE

THOUGH, I GUESS PROBABLY EVERYTHING
YOU'VE EVER ASKED FOR IS THAT
FINE! GO AND BE A BITCH DAD!!
LEAVE US LIKE YOU NEVER EVER
KNEW WHAT FAMILY IS DAD!!
SHOW THE WORLD THAT YOU'RE
THE DEFINITION OF A REAL DAD

HOW'S IT FEEL THAT, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT
TAUGHT ME HOW TO HATE FROM SOUL TO BONE??
I HOPE YOU DIE ALONE
I'LL HAVE THIS SONG AS WHAT YOU'RE
REMEMBERED BY SET IN STONE
YOU WILL WALK THE EARTH IN
EMBARRASSMENT NEVER TO ATONE

WHERE THE FUCK DO I EVEN
START WITH YOUR BULLSHIT?
OH, BACK WHEN YOU WAS FISHY WITH
THAT LAUREN BITCH!?
TELL MY MOM "I'M SORRY DIDN'T MEAN TO LOCK
THE DOOR AND SHIT
THANKS FOR BRINGIN' ORANGE JUICE
WITH LUNCH BABE I'LL GO BACK
TO GROPIN' LAUREN'S TITS!"

AND EVERYTIME YOU GET HOME
YOU WOULD BE IN A CORNER ALONE
WITH THOSE EARPHONES PLUGGED IN YOUR PHONE
AND YOU'RE ALL IN, GIGGLY HUH?

BUT I BET YOU THOUGHT IT DIDN'T SHOW
THERE WAS SOMETHIN OFF WITH YOUR TONE
IT WAS LIKE YOU OUGHT TO GET BLOWN
WHOEVER WHORE THAT BITCH COULD BE
YOU UNGRATEFUL FUCK

WHAT MAKES THINK YOU CAN CHEAT
JUST BECAUSE YOU MAKE THE BUCK?
A TEN YEAR-MARRIAGE WITH MOM
AND YOU FUCKIN' GAVE HER WHAT!?
ALL SHE'S EVER BEEN IS LOYAL
THROUGH THE PAIN SHE STUCK WITH YOU
BUT I KNEW
SHE COULD NEVER TAME A RUT

I fuckin' pity you
Once an unfaithful bitch
Always an unfaithful bitch

Don't dare think this is Slim or some Hopsin shit
Where I'll be dissin' and then somehow
Say sorry on a later date
Cuz I'm usually a person who disregards all mistakes
But you're the only humAN BEING
THAT I ACTUALLY FUCKING HATE

EVEN IF I SEE THE SLIGHTEST
GLIMPSE OF YOU IN PERSON
BITCH I SWEAR TO GOD YOU
BEST BE FUCKIN' RUNNIN'
FOR YOUR LIFE
CUZ AIN'T NO WAY I'LL LET YOU
LIVE WITHOUT SOME BLOODY GURGLIN
WATCH YOU CHOKE THAT SHIT
WHILE I JUST FUCKIN' GUT
YOU WITH A KNIFE
GO AND COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS
BITCH CUZ EVEN IF I'M DONE
JUST WATCH ME SLIT MY THROAT
AND GO TO FUCKIN HELL TO KILL YOU TWICE
I AM THE EMBODIMENT OF HATRED
FROM YOUR SON TOWARDS A
FAILURE OF A FATHER
WHO CANNOT BE SAVED BY CHRIST

I just remember when Angelo wouldn't
Let go of me sleepin'
Lyin' in bed with a scar on his head
And he still hasn't eaten
Wipin' his tears with the palm of my hands
When he's huffin' and breathin'
I was the reason for him not kill himself
After you beat him
Passin' the years and the seasons
His whole mentality's weakened
Searchin' the dark for a beacon
That was when he let the weed in
MSB ridin', they brothers who feed him
True respect, that he believed in
But in his head its repeatin' (it was repeatin')
How was a 9 year old boy gonna process
When daddy whole-heartedly
Called him a demon?
Nothing will be what it's seemin'
Specially with you as a reason
Little did Ruth, who had thought
You was permanent, know you
Already were plannin' on leavin'
Nevertheless you're demeaning
Every kid that you fed
And that e-mail I read?
Next shit you send, if you're
Thinkin' of pleading
Don't forget Ruth also wishes you're dead

Keep claimin' you "GaNgStA"
Mothafucka you bitch-made
You just a social climber at
Heart, thinkin' you rich-paid
Said you rap, so let's see if you
Knife enough for my switch blade
But until then just keep
Suckin my dick
This song will get played

Rot in shame
You fucking cocksucker