Lyrics Dreamlike (feat. Manny Festo) - Ezekiel's Gift

Feeling kinda dreamlike
Wide awake but I don't see right
Trying to find a way back to real life
But I keep tripping up on these ill vibes

I been in a rut
And I'm feeling rough
Tried to fight off the darkness I've given up
Find it's quite hard to harness my inner love
So I spark one up to calm a little bruv
Just a little puff
Ye that's all I need
Take the focus away from the world I see
Take a load off the strain man it's hurting me
Feel pain like it hurts to breathe
I'm struggling to sleep so I yell a bit
Then bun a fat zoot for the hell of it
Still you won't see me snooze even if I drink booze
And down bare ludes when the feathers hit
Laid my head down to rest but i'm feeling distressed
So I don't get the benefits
It may be time to call up a therapist
To explain why my brains so venomous
Doctor doc is this relevant?
I feel something ain't right
When I try stay away from the darkness the light fades
It's hard in this battle and I'm arguably quite dazed
I'm partially fighting the good fight
But it's hard not to be losing my mind
I can't let it happen though i'm sure i'm not slacking
The thoughts in my head can't seem to unwind

Feeling kinda dreamlike
Wide awake but I don't see right
Trying to find a way back to real life
But I keep tripping up on these ill vibes
Always feeling dreamlike

I ain't feeling right
Especially at night
Dark vibes get the best of me I can't lie
I sit here stressing and what's on my mind
Ain't something I can change so why do I try
I might sit around and hallucinate
Rather than give meaning to this life that I can't illuminate
Always dark like my mood has changed
Let me fast find a way back to innocence
If this life is significant then why is it so dissonant
Some call it magnificent then fall into predicaments
Too many find it overtakes your mind
Wanna fly away so do they man it's no coincidence
We've had so many incidents
If we pass 2-7 that's seen as significant
Believe in past and present cos we live in them
But when you dream better be vigilant
If we forget due diligence
Then our demise will be imminent
I do not understand this condition though I'm living it's
Decisions in my brain that are killing me so constantly
Hit another bong quickly never done no me wrong to me
Lay my head to rest then I'm gone
I'm lying to myself though i should be getting help
I suffer till i feel my brain despond

Feeling kinda dreamlike
Wide awake but I don't see right
Trying to find my way back to real life
But I can't figure out