Lyrics These Days - Ezy

I wonder if God took the shine out the day
Would you look at self and choose to move differently
Or you continue to pointing that finger
Never you consider that the problem does revolve around me

Man I wonder if God took the shine out the day
Would you look at self and choose to move differently
Or you continue to pointing that finger
Never you consider that the problem does revolve around me

Man I'm really looking far
I'm really digging deep
Tryna find what's in my spirit
Tell me how do I release
The pain that's stored inside
Same pain that make it hard
Hard for me to sleep
Hard for me to get on my feet

That's why I'm steady asking God
Please tell me what I need
Point me in the right direction
I just wanna be free
Cuz I'm never giving up
Sometimes I feel I ain't enough
I gotta psych my self out
Cuz it's all in my head
And let everything go
Let everything go
I gotta psych myself out
Cuz it's all in my head
And let everything go
Let everything go

Look
I wonder if I lost everything I loved
I mean I damn near did
But I still pray to the man above
See I be trying to take
Everything as lessons these days
These days I kinda suffer from depression these days
Don't know who to trust
I start to question these days
Like maybe she's real or maybe he's fake
My conscious never fails but my judgment be late
So now I messed off some bread that could've been on my plate
Why I always take the joy out of everything I'm doing such a realist
I just deal wit
All my pain into a mixture
Then I pour into and glass
And there goes all my damn liquor
Drinking wit no ice
Damn
Reality hitting
Realize we late on the rent twice
Chasing these dreams
Instead of living in real life
I don't want to wake up
Expenses is paid for
My family is living right
Wishing this shit was real
Unfortunately it's not
Cuz I'm Searching for advances still
Searching for second chances still
I can't never catch a break
Everything I do is Late
Everything is last minute
I just work until I'm finished

Man I'm
Really looking far
I'm really digging deep
Tryna find what's in my spirit
Tell me how do I release
The pain that's stored inside
Please tell me what I need
Point me in the right direction
I just wanna be free
I just wanna be free