Lyrics Only You - False Serenity

Never should've let someone affect me this much
Never should've let the blade connect to my arm
Never should've let this smoke into my lungs
Never should've let myself take it this far
And never again will I invite somebody into my life
No new fucking friends till I die
And I might, I might

I might murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself
I am become death, you get murked, and then reeled to Hell
Watch your nails break as you're dragged down
I drop the fucking bag, now the cat's out
I might murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself
Murder-murder-murder-murder, I don't wanna kill myself
Kill myself, kill-kill-kill, I am become death
I might-I might-I might-I might, I don't wanna kill myself

Trash on my bed, tryna sleep while pics of you flash in my head on repeat
I'm so sick of you clouding every second of sobriety with guilt and shame
I keep tryna heal and change, but I still fucking feel the same
I don't want this, I don't want this, I don't want this, fucking leave
Only way you'll leave my mind is if I keep stuffing trees
So I get keyed up 'cause it locks you out
It's so quick and fucking easy, I won't stop for now
So I shave my face and file my nails, get fat on candy, rot my teeth
Hide inside until I'm pale and down another energy drink
'Cause every time I close my eyes to go to sleep, I see you
And I don't wanna hurt, so I don't fucking wanna dream too
And I don't know anything about emotions
But I'm pretty sure that I am not supposed to feel
This mix of anger with this much depression
So just to make sure I don't go to Heaven

Murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself
I am become death, you get murked, and then reeled to Hell
Watch your nails break as you're dragged down
I drop a fucking bag, now the cat's out
I might murder everybody so I don't wanna kill myself
Murder-murder-murder, I don't wanna kill myself
Kill myself, kill-kill-kill, I am become death
I might-I might-I might-I might, I don't wanna kill myself

So save yourself, I'm falling
Save yourself I'm falling
Save yourself, I'm falling
Save yourself, I'm falling
So save yourself, I'm falling
Save yourself I'm falling
Save yourself, I'm falling
Save yourself, I'm falling