Duality

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much hate

I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've got to stop, I've got to say
If that is right, I will go away
I can promise you'll enjoy the noise

I guess I'll take the bad for now
My future seems like broken glass
You've left me mad but you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it

Put me back together or separate this clip from the map
Lay me on the pieces until you clean the real blood
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way nothing is what it seems

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it

All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane
All I've got, all I've got is insane

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it

All I've got, all I've got is insane