Maybe

You cut so deep, but I always loved you deeper
These voices in your hallway, if you let her in, you gotta keep her
Who've you been talking to? What do they want you to do?
Baby, I'm afraid you've been reckless with my heart
While I was sleeping, you slipped in and fell apart
God knows I love you so, but I won't be your ghost

You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams
And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams
Maybe I won't, maybe I will
I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild
I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

There's something dark inside me
And I can't get it out
My thoughts ring in your voice now
And I can't make a sound

You loved me holy with your cross and your disease
Did you feel that close to God when you had me on my knees?
If you don't love me now
Well, then we all go down

I'm your sweetest parasite, you fill me up with pesticide
Bleed me, baby Gemini, hurt me 'til you feel alright
And I won't, no, I won't
You got into my head and now I'll never be the same
My trigger finger twitches every time I hear your name
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams
And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams
Maybe I won't, maybe I will
I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild
I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you