Lyrics Purpose - Reaper , Foreign Forest

Is this all life is
Cuz I want more than standing doors like
Is this all I′ll give
I hope I get better because I wanna be remembered like
When all of my friends
Broken heart gang I don't feel my friends like me
I don′t want to live
But the weather feels kinda good today
Lots of words piled up that I got to say
How the world turned rainbow to grey
And my face go white when I see your face See your face, see your face, see your face
Am I supposed to feel
Half real half dead
Half he'll half heaven
You'll be fine
You gon′ grow a little
All these people disconnected cuz they only show a little of emotion,
Think money gon′ replace me
Till they realize friends don't come for free
With their eyes on the prize and hearts at sea
Like they bend with the waves but the wave was me