Lyrics The Cursed One - From Fall to Spring

What I'm feeling lately Made me
Acting sort of shady Mainly
I've been going crazy baby Daily
All I do is
Changing
Fading
Failing
Only to begin again It makes me
Sick to my core
Can't take it no more
Oh I need to ignore
The voices in my head
I'm becoming sober
I feel so alone now
Maybe if I tried to change myself
It would be over
Fuck that!
I don't see any red flags
Too bad I'm not part of your concept
I'm becoming well aware of my missteps
To sad you're not ready to get
That Regrets on my mind
Crawl like insects
Confessed to a crime
But was innocent
But I guess
That the truth is irrelevant
What I'm feeling lately made me
Acting sort of shady
All I know self-control's complicated
Daily baby
I've been going crazy
One day I slip I'm so addicted to the pain
Becoming sober now
In a second all comes crashing down
Stuck on repeat again
I cannot control myself
Drawn the worst
I'm trapped in my head
And it's going to burst and
I know I'm the cursed one
Slowly all these thoughts
Really start to concern me
Please
You should stay out of my way
Cause I feel like I'm already burning
Will I ever learn it?
What I'm feeling lately made me
Acting sort of shady
All I know self-control's complicated
Daily baby
I've been going crazy
One day I slip I'm so addicted to the pain
I gotta deal with all this shit somehow
And l fear that I won't make it out
Gotta deal with all this shit somehow
You are never gonna break me down
I'm becoming sober
I feel so alone now
Never been able to, So unavailable
I am not ready to change