Lyrics Note to Self - From First to Last

Two roads split off from here
And my life goes running in opposite directions
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am
And who I want to be

I wanted to be the breath of fresh air
When everything smelled so insincere
But this taste still lingers in my mouth
Deceit has ways of sticking around
And I′m ready to disappear
Vacation seems far, so far from here

Note to self
I miss you terribly
This is what we call a tragedy
Come back to me
Come back to me, to me

Note to self
I miss you terribly
This is what we call a tragedy
Come back to me
Come back to me, to me

I can feel my mind wandering again
Into what I don't know
And will I ever get home?
Time starts moving faster than I can
And I′m sick of this scene
I need to break the routine

I can feel my mind wandering again
Into what I don't know
And will I ever get home?
Time starts moving faster than I can
And I'm sick of this scene
I need to break the routine

Two roads, split off from here
And my life goes running in opposite directions
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am
And who I want to...

Which part of me is left?
I feel so close and yet I am so far
Which part of me is left?
I feel so close and yet I am so, far!