Lyrics happysad - GOLDN

Summertime, every night, we would break up
Most times, you would cry out your makeup
Make love, still drunk when we wake up
Lost a lot of friends just to keep you

Never left the house, we was always stuck
My parents hated you more than all the drugs, yeah
Keeping up with you, it was toxic, yeah
So bad that we stopped it

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad
I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad
I've been sober for a minute now, and I don't like the way it feels
I miss us living on your couch getting high off your sister's pills
The stupid shit we fight about, the secrets I still never tell
I'm on the stairway to Heaven, missing the way you give me hell
I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad
I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I like you most in the mornings, yeah
It ain't real if it's average, no
It's only good when it's tragic
Maybe we were cursed, maybe we were magic
I heard you moved home, hope you're doing better
So you found a nice guy, hate to see you settle
'Cause I know how much you loved to cry out your makeup

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad
I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad
I've been sober for a minute now, and I don't like the way it feels
I miss us living on your couch getting high off your sister's pills
The stupid shit we fight about, the secrets I still never tell
I'm on the stairway to Heaven, missing the way you give me hell
I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad
I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad

I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad
I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad