Lyrics Marrow - Gates

I'm more alive than i've ever been in my whole life
Knowing why you'll always leave me dead inside
I want the pain of loneliness in me again
I want the end, i want to know where i begin

So break my pride, i know that it'll be alright
I'm just fine knowing that we're going to die
Because all i need is everything to change in me
All i need is everything i'll never be