Lyrics Cut Me Deep - GeeTay

Tryna feel good within my self, I feel like giving up
You saw me calling out for help, you ain't never gave me nun
Plus I keep going through it with my bitch
Know just what to say to push that button
Shit, I had thought you seen the vision, why you ain't waited for me
If you knew you'd be leaving soon, why'd have said you love me
That cuddling, kissing, don't speak on it, just take it from me
Should've seen the look up on they face when we popped out in public
'Cause we popped out in public
But we just like fuck it
Treat it like nothing

Every time I wanna leave my feelings, they come right back
Think we try to work this out, no matter good or bad
I just want you keep it real with me, is that too much to ask?
Been having way too many dreams about shit in the past
I been tryna slow it down, ion wanna live to fast
John, what the fuck, you squeezed the life out me, why leave like that
You cut me deep, ion know how to talk to my big brother
But we both know that all that we got is each other
Gotta keep going, know i'm the one come out the gutta with it

I took some time to ease my mind, but now I'm coming different
Everyday it's something 'bout a bitch, ain't never nun different
I put that dick up in her spine, I'll have her running different
Wanna fly this freak out from back home, I know she coming with it
But I won't touch the bitch, can't touch the bitch, she set up city
I dun' seen too many die over hoes
"Like how you do that?" I don't know, I just go

I got Wansel up inna cut, you know he blow that hoe fasho
I tried so hard to let it go, feel like that pain just all I know
They left me in the dark, they must ain't want for me to grow
That sidelined kid, I was still waiting for to score
Take me way back, we was in Brown Deer, we was still from the store
I was stealing bikes, I seen them stealing niggas poles and fucking hoes
The hood know that boy had turned backdoor
I seen it with my eyes some years ago

I don't think they really know how that shit get to me
I tried so hard but for so long, they don't never get to me
Told her "I'm at the Westend, bring yo best friend"
I don't need too many friends, fuck up the blessings
I'm tired of second guessing me, which lane get stepped in?
Next, I'm just tryna see which way run me a hunnid' bands
Run it up with my mans
They don't wanna see me win
Why you aint believe me then?
I was tryna make a way lil baby, why you ain't hold it down
Now you ain't even worth my attention, ion want you come around
Niggas having secret smoke with me bout hoes, I'm chilling now
I just need two fire biddies for to sit me down
They ain't never lift me up, time again they let me down
Now it's hard to give a fuck, Ion got no feelings now
Mixing promethazine with whatever, I ain't feeling shit right now
I'm tryna go to a new level, you should've stuck around

Every time I wanna leave my feelings, they come right back
Think we try to work this out, no matter good or bad
I just want you keep it real with me, is that too much too ask
Been having way too many dreams about shit in the past
I been tryna slow it down, ion wanna live to fast
John, what the fuck, you squeezed the life out me, why leave like that
You cut me deep, ion know how to talk to my big brother
But we both know that all that we got is each other
Gotta keep going, know i'm the one come out the gutta with it