Lyrics Spazzing Out - Geontay

No lie, I feel like crashin' out
Some times I wanna stuff my whole face with the drugs and pass out
I been had said I was fightin' these demons, it's gettin' bad now
One nigga had play with me, can't say much, he body bagged now
Booman, Wansel and key, that's family, we on that ass now
Percocet and purple drink, this way too much, I'm pourin' half out
I'm still mad about my daddy, I can't believe he went and tapped out
I feel like I'm findin' purpose in this world, but I'm still havin' doubts
Get on the mic and close my eyes, I get to spazzing out

Before I get rich, I know all of my cousins
I know the ones that said I'm I'll make it, the other ones fuck me
I love my city through it all, though we come from the ugly
Bottom boy, I'm a survivor, the top is so lovely
I'm still workin' for the better days, yeah
I'm workin' on my craft like every day, yeah
I'm tryna get my mama out this situation that she in
Waitin' on big unc to come home from that pen
I don't write these rhymes, I'm speakin' from the heart, don't need no pen
How I came up wasn't the worst but I feel I'm bound to get a win
I ain't new to pain, whenever shit hit fan, I crack a grin
When I'm talking to you listen this shit comin' from within

No lie, I feel like crashin' out
Some times I wanna stuff my whole face with the drugs and pass out
I been had said I was fightin' these demons, it's gettin' bad now
One nigga had play with me, can't say much, he body bagged now
Booman, Wansel and key, that's family, we on that ass now
Percocet and purple drink, this way too much, I'm pourin' half out
I'm still mad about my daddy, I can't believe he went and tapped out
I feel like I'm findin' purpose in this world, but I'm still havin' doubts
Get on the mic and close my eyes, I get to spazzing out

I get to spazzin' out, yeah, yeah, I swear this mic it keep me sane
I just load me up the beat, I guess the end result is pain
Can't have no square up in my circle, crop a nigga right out the frame
Tryna get to the top of the food chain, bro got exotic, new strain
Gotta get to the point, 100k loose change
See we come from the bottom, they think we insane
I got nothing to lose, but a lot for the gain
I don't ever count favors did a lot for the gang
See it's still look different when you had to grow up in poverty
And the privilege think streets is a game
Where you taught to not bring up some names
If they catch you, they bustin' your brain
And I never play the leader, My own person, I stay in my lane
And I started to learn how to sing, I'm in the process of creating a name
I just want for them to be rich, And the crowd to scream GeeTay

No lie, I feel like crashin' out
Some times I wanna stuff my whole face with the drugs and pass out
I been had said I was fightin' these demons, it's gettin' bad now
One nigga had play with me, can't say much, he body bagged now
Booman, Wansel and key, that's family, we on that ass now
Percocet and purple drink, this way too much, I'm pourin' half out
I'm still mad about my daddy, I can't believe he went and tapped out
I feel like I'm findin' purpose in this world, but I'm still havin' doubts
Get on the mic and close my eyes, I get to spazzing out