Lyrics Choir Boy - Ghost Key

Here I am halfway through life
Feeling void of all purpose because you lost your fight
The strongest person I knew brought to her knees
Busted and weak, eaten alive by a fucking disease
My head is spinning and my heart breaks at the thought
That maybe you aren't proud to see who I've become
I love you so much and it tears me apart
Because the God that you praised stole the life that you made

Don't want to face the hell in my head
It's been years since you left unannounced in a hospital bed
One thing that stays with me is the last thing you said
"You'll always be my little choir boy so sing with all your heart."
Am I singing loud enough?
Can you hear me through the clouds?
Ever since you passed I just want to know if you're proud
Maybe I'm a fool for wanting to give up
But losing your love exposed the things I am not
Am I singing
Am I singing loud enough?