Lyrics The Silence of Applause - Gist The Essence

Never loved till you lost love
Win some but you lost one
Lauryn Hill miseducated me like Sonny Carson
To get a grip before it cost one
One time for my crips behind the wall son
Guess I'm like you I got a blue heart cuz
Can I get an encore I get so numb
To the pains of a grown up
Hangover and up still I'm throwing up
Knew so much, but still ain't know enough
Sober now, but I remember more when I'm drunk
There I live in better thoughts than I ever thunk
No phone call, but I wanna hang it up
Calling so loud, and I can't make this up
Not Trump, no pain
No more afraid, just hit my brain where it began
I can be free, cause I ain't no slave
Just be me, won't even have a name
Gimme dope, gimme gun, gimme strings
Let me cut the ones that are holding up my hands, end play

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Throw ya sets up homie if gang bang
From my treys to the maks yo it all same
Who wanna Bolt like Usain
When enough is enough and you want change
I thought love meant no pain
But it only made me know pain
It was here, then it's gone, came back no Rogaine
And we know each other's birth name
That's why I rather just be another no name
Your life would better if you ain't know me
Must be paying for something before Man
And where I'll go don't even really know man
But not here
The water ain't crystal clear
And nothing prettier than this pistol here
And every one who said that they miss you here
Why you ain't say it when I was with you here?
Why you wasn't there for me to kiss you here?
You'll never understand what gets you here
No Trump, No pain just hit my brain where it began
I can be free, cause I ain't no slave
Just be me, won't even have a name
Gimme dope, gimme gun, gimme strings
Let me cut the ones that are holding up my hands, end play

The silence of applause
Rewind this and pause
The Silence of applause
You'll find this when I'm gone!
The silence of applause
Rewind this and pause
The Silence of applause
You'll find this when I'm gone!