Lyrics My Kingdom - Grace Davies

Loneliness came
Ok, my walls are caving in
As I broke down
The tears are rolling
The only thing that kept my heart
Still beating were the breaths I took
Destructed by the open book
Life still keeping me awake
Reflections causing my poor heart to break
Yes I broke down
And wondered how I'd let it go so far
And I wanted to go back
Change the clocks
Rip them apart
Banging down the doors
While you were pointing out my flaws
I hope this vulnerability
That will never allow me to feel free
And I think back every day
To when my kingdom's torn away
And I lost the hope
That life would hold for me
And I feel
So blind
That I never knew
You could be so unkind
And through fault of my own
I had nothing to hold
Nothing to claim as mine
And I think back everyday
To when my kingdom was torn away
I lost the hope
That life would hold for me
And i think back
And I cry
Cause I ruined my own life
And I have the key
I let thosr devils catch me
So I sit
And lie in wait
For this to end
This awful thing
And someday I hope you'll understand
How it feels when your life is in
Someone else's hands
I think back everyday
To when my kingdom was torn away
And I lost the hope
That life would hold for me
And I think back
And I cry
Cause I ruined my own life
And I have the key
I let those devils catch me