Lyrics How It Feels (Outro) - Greaseball

I lost my father
I miss my mother
They took our home away from me
You're in my dreams
And in my dreams
You're breathing but I'm suffocating
I write my rap songs in my room
Pledging the verses back to you and your memory
And your
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely soul
Diving through the week
I wish that it was me

I wish I knew how
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew
It would feel to be free
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish that I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish that I knew

I lost my lover
I lost my brothers
They took our home away from me
You're in my dreams
And in my dreams
I'm laughing while you're suffocating
I brought you color
I brought you colors
Pledging my loving back to you
And your memory
And it's
Calling me
Calling me
Calling me
Calling me
Lying through its teeth
I wish that it could be

I wish I knew how
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew
It would feel to be free
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish that I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish that I knew

There's no raps in this rap song
I still dance to the sad songs
I smoked black with my man Sean
When I found out my girlfriend was smoking crack
Man I thought there was no going back
I'm glad he's sober now
No more overdosing now
Last I heard, his little baby girl was rolling over now
Fuck a alligator, man, I stole his crown
Put it on and walked around the town for like five minutes
Said I'm finished, take this before I die in it
These niceties just don't fit the life that I'm living
I'm nice at ease, then feel the pressure start surrounding me
Sweating in my dad's shirt, my mom's passed down to this
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely soul
Diving through the deep
I wish that I was free

I wish I knew how
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew
It would feel to be free
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew
I wish that I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish that I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish that I knew