Lyrics More Than You Think - Gremlin

Yeah
Broken people
Yeah
Listen
I always feel like I'm not enough
And like one day you're going to start to see
Really wish I could love myself
And just walk around with no apologies
But I walk around with my face down
'Cause I hate how everyone's watching me
Like everybody can see my flaws
And know exactly what's wrong with me
And they all can hear that I stutter
When I'm talking about my brother
And how I wish you were sober
But I never helped him recover
Or how my mom is depressed
And when she stressed out I just hug her
And stop the rain
Regardless of all the pain
That I'm under and my head is high
But I'm breaking down
The reason why I don't make a sound
Is 'cause I don't want family to worry
I only want to make them proud
Yeah
And these kind of thoughts I don't say aloud
But if you really want to be with me I'm gonna say it now

I go through more than you think
As I'm pouring this drink
I'm thinking about all the things I could never change
I'm so close to the brink
And tears roll down your cheek
Because I'm somebody that you can never save
And I'm so sorry 'bout that
I'm sorry 'bout that
I would understand
If you want your heart back tonight
Yeah
I would understand
If you want your heart back tonight

I got a lot of pain that I don't know how to manage
Too much to carry on so I bury all the baggage
Uh
But it all resurfaces with whiskey
Yeah, which is why I yell at you when I'm tipsy
It's all of my insecurities
A self defense mechanism it's my security
I run away from the sight of love or anything of its likeness
It chews you up and it spits you out before it can even digest
Screw it though, I digress
You ever wish you could hit rewind
And answer that fucking phone call and not hit decline
Lost family and friendships 'cause I was so focused on the finish line
Always missing at dinner time
'Cause I was scared of who I would be if I didn't grind
Yeah
Regardless though
I just really hope they're all proud of me
With what I achieved and the person that I turned out to be
And these kind of thoughts I don't say aloud
But if you really want to be with me
I must say it now

I go through more than you think
As I'm pouring this drink
I'm thinking about all the things I can never change
I'm so close to the brink
And tears roll down your cheek
Because I'm somebody that you can never save
And I'm so sorry 'bout that
I'm sorry 'bout that
I would understand
If you want your heart back tonight
Yeah
I would understand
If you want your heart back tonight