Lyrics Open - Grey Genius

Yeah
My mind is wandering
Thinking way too much about the little things
I know that the sacrifice will pay off soon
It gotta

I tried to move smarter last year
Tried be open last year
Tryna' face all my current fears
Tryna' let go
Tryna' move on
How much trying I gotta do?
I heard trying is an excuse
You do it and make it through
Or quit and say you tried
I guess
I'm a mess
Everything is pressure
Everything's a test
I can never relax
It's hard to quit
When reality s
Grateful for what I have
But I want more
I ain't wrong
This my life that I'm dealing with
My time is ticking here
I be damned if regret the only thing I end up with
It's more than discipline
More than a prayer
More than paying the cost
More than being a savior
I believe this shit
So every thing I do is for the passion
Not just the pay check
Not to be renowned as a legend or icon
But to elevate what I surround
That's my job
So hold me down
Cause I be feeling down
I'm only human
I be overwhelmed
But I still smile
Cause I choose to
I was made for this
No doubt in my mind I wouldn't make it here
So I'm a take it there
Yeah I'm a take it there

Its some people jumped ship
I ain't even rocked the boat yet
I hope the best for you
Hope you reach success
But to the ones who held me down
Much gratitude
Much appreciation
We only gone improve
Now I'm catchin' flights
Packed shows
This only the beginning
Just follow the vision
All I ask is for loyalty
The truth and hard work
Even if it hurts
That's what I prefer
I wanna do more and I know I will
Try to be patient with myself
We gone make it there
Be accountable for my actions
What you do that for?
Time to even the score
I don't want none of yours I'm a do my own thing
Go at my own pace
Body the whole lane
Level the playing field
Make em' come to me
My fam gotta' eat
Put that all on me
Yeah I put that all on me
Yeah
I understand who I am and who I'm not
Can't nobody take my spot
Cause who I am is who you're not
And I'll tell em' what I will do
And how much they gone pay
It's all a journey
But I put that all on me and I
Yeah
I tried to be open last year
Gotta' close that s up
Cause its vultures out here
Yeah
Tried to move smarter last year
I learned a lot about myself
Now I'm smarter
And more sincere
Yeah
Tried to let go
Gotta' let it go
Gotta' move on
Gotta' think strong
Gotta'
I gotta'
Gotta'