Lyrics Dear Mama - Grisha Consta

I know I broke your rules so many times
Stay focused on school don't talk these guys
I've made many mistakes as we all do
Made you drop a tear, yes I've done it to you
But there's nothing that I can compare with you
You're one and only, I'll always love you
You're one and only, I'll kill for you
So strong and stoical, I'll always respect
You gave me life that's more than enough
I have my priorities but you are above
My treasure above all you should know that
No matter what you the one I look at
Hardworking and independent, so sensitive and friendly
Will give everything to protect her family
Even thousand miles between you and I
But picture of you habitually on my mind

I apologize, I apologize for being rude
I apologize, I apologize for my mood
I apologize for not taking your advise
Dear mama, I've chosen my way everything has its price

It is a blink in my memory,
One day so many bye byes my family,
Friends, loud sound in my head
Now it's you dear mama and words unsaid
I'll never forget our argument that night
When I made decision, next step is my flight
You didn't want me to leave I was too young
And I'll always be your son, it's a fact
That you told me million times law of the land
Whenever I'll become parent I'll understand
Yet, I'm chasing my dream music is my life
I got no time to lose rhythm is my drive
But we come back to conversation, relocation
Education, foundation, concentration no arbitration
Like we talk to other self we don't see each other
I lost point, you did not agree, my brother
He can explain better than me
I'm filling these bags, you don't argue with me
Moment of silence and now I see
You let me go and I'm ready to leave
Dear mama, you let me go and I'm ready to leave

I apologize, I apologize for being rude
I apologize, I apologize for my mood
I apologize for not taking your advise
Dear mama, I've chosen my way everything has its price

At the moment, ocean separates us
No way I can take just a bus
To get home and to say hi
Dear mama, looking into your eyes,
I guess I need to thank creator of Skype
Once in awhile I can see your face
Quickly exchange news and I'm back to race
I'm still in fast pass no time to waste
It's being like this since I was 5
Memories go back so far, many life's
They pass by, but special connection between you and I
My appreciation, of who you are
You my guardian angel, I know you are
And this is my confession since our separation
Cause distance only another examination
Even so
Starting from day one till the end of my run
I'll always be grateful for everything you've done

I apologize, I apologize for being rude
I apologize, I apologize for my mood
I apologize for not taking your advise
Dear mama, I've chosen my way everything has its price

Dear mama, I apologize for past
I apologize for present
And I hope you'll forgive me in the future