Abusing

It's time to compare them
I know, I know you said that your dad
Put you in a bed
And say that wants to play with you
But in another forms
In another parts
And you said "Who parts?"
He says "Shut Your Mouth!"
And he says "If it blood says that it's menstruation"
And you will buy a medication, just to lead your lie
Don't trust your dad, don't be shy
They will police, and everything will be alright
But kid why are you blooding
You said "because my dad put his finger in my vagina"
And against put his dick
I thought it was just a playing time
But now I know, I don't feel alive
Help me. I'm being "abusing"
Help me, what the fuck is happening?