Lyrics Rest Awake - Guzo

Sit still sit idly
Leave your hopes behind
Throw away the key
You're a guilty soul, how do you plead
When you're cutting ties it always bleeds
Made a couple tears
Oh atrocity
Feelings bound to be
Left alone to see
Leave it up to me
Make your mind take leave
All your dopamine
Gone, from your greed

Stuck in purgatory
Everything that's happening is always Boring
Only sound eminating from the room is snoring
Memories of soaring
Fading gradually
Yeah your hands are free but you're stuck here with me
The deep
The deep sleep while awake
The deep
The creeping sense of hopelessness while awake but still asleep

What did i do to deserve this?
Everyone i know says they lost me
Where am i oh
Where am i
Now
Where am I oh
Where am i
Right now

Lost in myself
Lost in my head
Lost myself
Losing my health
Lost any help
I'm a corpse in a shell
No way to tell
How to go from the hell
Everybody said they're wishing me well
Am i under a spell
Since i was 12
Stuck in a cell
Of my mental mind
Mind you I'm not the kind
Of person, isolating version
Talk to me and i go blind
I don't know how you can find me
I'm always looking right behind me

The present is a gift
But why does it feel like coal
I've been trying my best
But everything is feeling cold
Like i do as I'm told
But not when I'm the person that is asking to go
Like i don't know how to fix me
I'm a computer that froze
It feels like everything i see is a rose
Intriguing oh yeah i suppose
But i don't wanna be pricked so i just leave it alone

Don't see it
The calling
I can't fall awake
I'm dreaming
A nightmare
It's endless
There's nothing at stake at all
I'm not there at all
My eyes are gray
My blue iris is gone
I'm frozen inside a grave

Just isolate
Just isolate