Remedy

It's hard to wake up lately
I don't know how to embrace me
I'm way too often wavy
I don't know how to save me

I don't know how to persuade me
Someone pinch me, am I crazy?
Or is it just the ADHD?

This year I survived a lot silently
So now I try to heal myself poetically
Meanwhile I got a PhD in psychology
My sister, my brother, I hope you can relate to me
Yeah, there's a lot going on in me

Honestly, I'm in my feels constantly
Heavy tragedy hit my family
I nearly lost my sanity
Tough love added gravity to the misery
I'm tripping, make me snap back to reality

This goes out to my people who struggle every day
Stay strong and keep the faith
Chemically imbalanced, serving a life sentence
Down in the trenches, running for answers

Life's relentless, but I'm counting my blessings
Recording therapy sessions, these are my confessions
When I'm here, my mind is there
I'm all over the place, all everywhere
Don't stop and stare like you care, that ain't fair
It's either be there or be square

Be real with me or go elsewhere
I don't need no fake prayers

Dopamine stoned, serotonin low
Pain threshold on overload
It's hard to cope, days turn cold
Self-medication, overdose

Wanna hit the reset button, but can't find the remote
My life under the scope
Paradise yet again postponed

... Und ich hab einfach gemerkt
Ich will, dass es echt ist. Ich will, dass-
Michi, das hast du schon so, das hast du schon vorletztes
Jahr gesagt. Ich will Musik machen

Je mehr du dich distanzierst von dieser Anerkennung
Von wegen wie du sagst scheiß auf die Zahlen

Du musst dich mehr zu dir nähern
Es geht nicht darum dem Hype von
Irgendwelchen Leuten gerecht zu werden

This is real shit out here
I gon wipe my own tears, I go
Search my own soul, make music my main goal
In my Jelly Roll era, putting pressure on the coal
Making gems on the go, brother on parole

Knees weak, gun blows
My ex left me when I needed her the most
But I'm coming back to the stove
I keep on surfing highs and lows
My soul still shimmers gold

It's hard to wake up lately
I don't know how to embrace me
I'm way too often wavy
I don't know how to save me

I don't know how to persuade me
Someone pinch me, am I crazy?
Or is it just the ADHD?

It's hard to wake up lately
I don't know how to embrace me
I'm way too often wavy
I don't know how to save me

I don't know how to persuade me
Someone pinch me, am I crazy?
Or is it just the ADHD?