Lyrics Explicit - HKFiftyOne

In the rain i saw them pouring up another drink
Pick that shot up and i put it to my fucking face
I can't feel a thing i hear it gets better with age
But i'm always getting older with my fucking need
Now i'm about to crash out on my fucking bed
Feel the pulsing in my brain
In my fucking head
Wish that you just kill me now
So i'm fucking dead
I don't wanna think about all the things i fucking said
Fuck this shit
Fuck my bed
Fucking wanna die
Fuck a loan
Fuck my bread
Fucking wanna cry
Fuck the world
Fuck around till i'm on the line
Fucking lose all the shit in my fucking life
Bitch by now think you know i don't give a fuck
I've been drowning in booze trying to push my luck
Feeling me THC now i'm fucking suck
Who am i?
Who are you?
Give a fucking fuck?
Yeaah, yeah, yeah
Now i've just being waiting outside in the rain now i'm fucking stuck
Reeling alive in the cold with no fucking coat
Know i've been dead
I've been numb, and i'm puffing smoke
Now i've been lost and i can't even fucking toke
Sinking in my bed i'm in my room
This must be how i die
Choking on too much
It hit my throat, and then i say "i'm fine"
Living day to day
I'll fade away
I'll live my fucking mic
Nightmares in my brain
They're telling me that i should end my life
Feel the prison wrap around
It's like i'm in detention
Said that i just need some help
I'm not up in your mentions
Feeling lonely deep inside
I'm looking for attention
Then i keep my mouth shut
'cause i'm always filled with apprehension
But you know i'm around when you need me there
Till i drown
Then i'm gone it ain't fucking fair
Why'd you leave?
Why'd you go?
But you never cared (never cared)
Told you once
Told you twice
But you unaware
But it's cool
Yeah, it's fine
Here's another day
I'll get through
I'm a wreck, but it's all okay
I'm a pro
Fake a smile while i go my way
Fuck you know about me
Nothing much these days
(fuck you know about me
Nothing much these days)
Oh, ou, oh, ou, ooh, oooh
I need
Yeah
Who gon' hold me down now?