Lyrics
I
used
to
wish
that
I
was
dead
But
really,
I
yearned
for
love
And
said
some
shit
that
I
regret
To
my
mother,
she
didn't
give
up
Now
it
is
hard
to
justify
the
way
I
am
When
you
love
me,
it
is
not
a
love
I
understand
I'm
not
sure
I
would
change
a
thing
I'll
always
live
and
die
by
chaos
Face
it
or
fall
down,
are
you
listening?
Face
it
and
crawl
out
of
a
tragedy
If
I
die
before
I
wake,
just
know
your
love
was
not
in
vain
Thanking
you
always
I
remember
when
I
got
arrested
You
were
the
call
And
every
lesson
that
you
taught,
I
needed
I
love
you
both
I
hope
I
can
one
day
be
the
way
you've
been
When
you
love
me,
it
is
not
a
love
I
comprehend
I'm
not
sure
I
would
change
a
thing
I'll
always
live
and
die
by
chaos
Face
it
or
fall
down,
are
you
listening?
Face
it
and
crawl
out
of
a
tragedy
If
I
die
before
I
wake,
just
know
your
love
was
not
in
vain
Thanking
you
always
(I'm
thanking
you
always)
(I'm
thanking
you)
I
owe
you
a
lot
for
the
way
that
I'm
not
(And
the
way
that)
I'll
never
be
I
owe
you
a
lot
for
the
way
that
I'm
not
(And
the
way
that)
I'll
never
be
I
don't
think
I
would
change
a
thing
I
want
to
live
and
die
by
chaos
Face
it
or
fall
down,
are
you
listening?
Face
it
and
crawl
out
of
a
tragedy
(of
a
tragedy)
If
I
die
before
I
wake,
just
know
your
love
was
not
in
vain
Thanking
you
always
Attention! Feel free to leave feedback.