Lyrics I'm Not Mad - Halsey

I'm not even mad anymore
No, really, I ain't even mad anymore
Yeah, I don't even want you back anymore
I don't remember what we had anymore, yeah
I hope your back aches and your knees hurt
I hope you think about me sleeping in your T-shirt
I hope your little brother turns out to be nothing like you
I hope that you hurt more than I do
And honestly, I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me
You know, you know I'm hoping
Yeah, I hope you dream of me (you know, you know I'm hoping)
You know, you know I'm hoping
I hope you dream of me (you know, you know I'm hoping)
You know, you know I'm hoping
I hope you dream of me, yeah
I don't even hope you die these days
I hope you live 'til 85 these days
Regretting that you ever lied these days
I hope it's eating you alive these days, yeah
I hope you're up late in a bathroom
Just wishing I'ma change my mind and come back soon
I hope that when you're 35 years, you'll wish that you tried to
'Cause I know that I do
And honestly, I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
Yeah, I hope you dream of me
I hope you dream of me
I ain't even mad about it anymore
No, really, I ain't even mad about it anymore
Maybe just a little less than I was before
I've got a 20 dollar bill that says
"You're never, ever, ever gonna change"
I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me
I still wish you nothing but the best
I know that you're still self-obsessed
I hear the wicked get no rest
But when you do, I hope you dream of me
You know, you know I'm hoping
Yeah, I hope you dream of me (you know, you know I'm hoping)
You know, you know I'm hoping
I hope you dream of me (you know, you know I'm hoping)
You know, you know I'm hoping
I hope you dream of me, yeah (you know, you know I'm hoping)