Lyrics and translation Hanhae feat. Owen Ovadoz & D.Meanor - Fill It Up

Fill It Up

기회가 닿는 곳이라면
꾸밈없이 나의 모습을 보여줬네
쎈 척이나 귀여운 척하는 랩퍼들
못 보겠어 고개를 돌렸네
척 안하고 얌전히 내꺼 했더니
누구는 나보고 끼가 없대
이유 없이 나를 욕하길래
물어보니 우리 회살 싫어한대

웃기는 일이지 카메라 앞에서
부자연스러운 행동을 한건
회사가 있는 내가 아니고
여기에 목숨을 다 걸어 판돈을
키우려 했던 저기 절실한 랩퍼
저 사람들이었는데
왜 나를 문제 삼아서 방패를 두려 해
내 생각엔 그게 문제

아는 사람은 알지 나는 허파에
바람 잘 안 들어가 임마
그동안 많이 겪어왔어 때로는
과걸 보기 싫어 부끄러운 삶
이제 모든 내 가사 중에서
단 한 구절 나와
어울리지 않는 구절이 있다면
내게 돌을 던져봐 그럼 난 무감각

저기 부산항에서부터,
나고 자란 개금동까지
얹혀살던 군자동에서부터
방배동에 전세 원룸까지
내가 얻어왔던 에너지를 실어내
난 실제로 그것들이 필요해
그리고 좋은 음악들이
난 필요해 (That's right)
들어봐 이 노랠

수많은 비난들과
날 깎아내리는 모함들 전부 다
이젠 아무렇지도 않아
안 좋은 기분 다

버려야 돼 버려야 돼 버리고
채워야 돼 채워야 돼 좋은걸로
채워야 돼 더 채워야 돼
난 지금 뭔가를 더

한해 형이 다 덜어내고 왔지 내 앞에
채우고 싶데 긍정 삶 그럼 내가 대답해
사실 별거 없고 비결도 딱히 없는 상태
마음가짐만 확고하면 졸다가도 너 잠 깨

그래 그런거야
긍정 1일부터 100일까지
그래 그런거야
화가 나도 일단은 눌러 참지
그래 그런거야
익숙해지면 이미 다 용서하지
그래 그런거야
생각 없이 채우지 8마디

긍정의 힘,
유인력을 무시하지마 매일 아침
그리고 다시 해가
뜰 때까지 쉬지 않지
아침 식사를 끝내고
작업실로 돌아와 소화가 끝날
순간까지 작업을 재개하고
다들 깨있을 때 잠들지

밤낮이 바뀐게 아니야
일어나면 해봐야 끽
오후 두 세시 너네가
점심밥에 퍼져있을 때 shit
I better be back on my grinding
없어 나에게 휴식
하늘아 사랑해 너랑 결혼하는 그날까지

수많은 비난들과
날 깎아내리는 모함들 전부 다
이젠 아무렇지도 않아
안 좋은 기분 다

버려야 돼 버려야 돼 버리고
채워야 돼 채워야 돼 좋은걸로
채워야 돼 더 채워야 돼
난 지금 뭔가를 더

BRANDNEW MUSIC
우리 회사가 멋있는 음악을 했음 좋겠어
거기에 내 음악이 보탬이 된다면 좋겠어
내 이십대 대부분을 라이머 형과
함께 다 보냈어 여기 속해서
그게 부끄러운 일이
정말 아니었으면 해서

밑빠진 독에다가도 퍼부어봤지
삶이란 그런거더라고
조금은 알겠어 퍼부어봤으니
이제는 쏟아붓는대로
채워지고 있음을 진짜로 느껴
너는 내가 채워줄게
그러니까 임마 잔 들어

What's up
What's up

수많은 비난들과
날 깎아내리는 모함들 전부 다
이젠 아무렇지도 않아
안 좋은 기분 다

버려야 돼 버려야 돼 버리고
채워야 돼 채워야 돼 좋은걸로
채워야 돼 더 채워야 돼
난 지금 뭔가를 더

Fill It Up

Wherever I got the chance,
I showed myself without pretense.
Rappers who act tough or cute,
I can't stand to see, so I turned my head away.
I didn't pretend, I just quietly did my thing,
but some say I lack talent.
They badmouth me for no reason,
and when I asked why, they say they hate our company.

It's a funny thing, in front of the camera,
the ones who acted unnaturally
weren't me, the one with a company,
but those desperate rappers over there
who were trying to increase their bets
and risking their lives on this.
Why are they trying to make me the problem, to use as a shield?
I think that's the real problem.

Those who know, know that my heart is hollow,
the wind doesn't blow through it easily, man.
I've been through a lot, and sometimes
I'm ashamed of my life, I hate to see arrogance.
Now, out of all my lyrics,
find even just one verse,
one phrase that doesn't ring true,
and throw stones at me. I won't even flinch.

From Busan Harbor,
to Gaegeum-dong where I was born and raised,
from Gunja-dong where I crashed,
to a studio apartment in Bangbae-dong,
I'm putting all the energy I've gained to use.
I need them, for real.
And good music,
I need that. (That's right)
Listen to this song.

All the countless criticisms
and the false accusations trying to bring me down,
they don't bother me anymore.
All the bad feelings,

gotta throw them away, gotta throw them away, and
fill them up, gotta fill them up with good things,
gotta fill them up, gotta fill them up more.
I need something more right now.

Hanhae hyung cleared it all out, now it's in front of me.
I want to fill it up with positivity, so I'll answer that.
It's nothing special, there's no real secret.
Just have a strong mindset, and you'll wake up from any slumber.

Yeah, that's it.
Positivity, from day 1 to day 100.
Yeah, that's it.
Even when you're angry, just hold it in for now.
Yeah, that's it.
Once you get used to it, you'll have already forgiven everything.
Yeah, that's it.
Just fill it up without thinking, eight bars.

The power of positivity,
don't underestimate the law of attraction. Every morning
and until the sun
rises again, I don't rest.
I finish breakfast
and come back to the studio, working until
my food is digested.
I sleep when everyone else is awake.

It's not that my days and nights are flipped,
it's just that when you wake up and try, it's only
two or three in the afternoon.
While you're sprawled out after lunch, shit,
I better be back on my grinding.
No rest for me.
Sky, I love you, until the day I marry you.

All the countless criticisms
and the false accusations trying to bring me down,
they don't bother me anymore.
All the bad feelings,

gotta throw them away, gotta throw them away, and
fill them up, gotta fill them up with good things,
gotta fill them up, gotta fill them up more.
I need something more right now.

BRANDNEW MUSIC,
I wish our company made cool music.
I hope my music contributes to that.
I spent most of my twenties with Rhymer hyung,
being a part of this.
I hope that's not
something to be ashamed of.

I poured it all into a bottomless pit.
That's how life is.
Now I know a little, because I've poured it all in.
Now, as I keep pouring,
I can really feel it filling up.
I'll be the one to fill you up.
So man, raise your glass.

What's up
What's up

All the countless criticisms
and the false accusations trying to bring me down,
they don't bother me anymore.
All the bad feelings,

gotta throw them away, gotta throw them away, and
fill them up, gotta fill them up with good things,
gotta fill them up, gotta fill them up more.
I need something more right now.