Lyrics Pain - Harris Hameed

No I didn't mean to hurt you
But I told so many lies
And you're the only one
Who knows my life
No I didn't mean to hurt you
But I told so many lies
And you're the only one
Who knows my life
And I'm so crazy
But I do this to myself
I'm tired of feeling like on the shelf
But I gotta focus and speak to the lord
Up above
For guidance to clean my soul
And I'm bleeding and hurting
And nothing is working
Your the only one who knows

See I've been breaking
But I'm smiling away
Sick of being on the same shit every day
Working but I'm working wrong
Moving and I feel like I ain't moving
At all
They say they love me
But the first to break me
Said I wouldn't do it
Don't let it phase me
Said it's not worth doing
If it doesn't pay me
Oh you so stupid
They didn't rate me
But I gotta focus and speak to the lord
Up above
For guidance to clean my soul
And I'm bleeding and hurting
And nothing is working
Your the only one who knows

But I gotta focus and speak to the lord
Up above
For guidance to clean my soul
And I'm bleeding and hurting
And nothing is working
Your the only one who knows