Lyrics +44 - Harrison Powers

Could you let me know if you still wanted to talk
I just want to call you up
Could you let me know if you still want to rush
And let me know if I would call you up
It ain't so sunny where I come from
Could you let me know if you'll call me up and let me know it
You could let me know it

Like broken electrics, I can't reconnect with a lot of things I think about
It's heavy when I chest it
Heavy on my head like a tampered crown I'm wearing
Chasing what you want is selfish you can't share it
Always out of time, always dramatic, always writing lines
They're not poetic, just truth from this life of mine
It's proof when you see me live, tears in my eyes when I tried to play my old songs
They're breaking down my old soul
The live I live is so wrong
I chase it 'cause I belong here
Tell all my angels I won't be long here
The boy who lived in the fire and told them "be strong here"
Now can you make this clear

Five foot five and I never seen
Smile on my face, it's all evergreen
It's so easy to fall for it
And no one seen no sun
It's different with you gone
I know I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong

Could you let me know if you still wanted to talk
I just want to call you up
Could you let me know if you still want to rush
And let me know if I would call you up
It ain't so sunny where I come from
Could you let me know if you'll call me up and let me know it
You could let me know it

I write my truth and I rehearse it, yeah all alone
I hide from Earth and hope the planet finds another home
I'm trying to find a way to make our story go
But my life is like a tidal wave, one shift and it blows
Look how the days just kept going, I watched the mornings just show up
My mother says I'm a show-off but I'm just hoping I don't flop
I write for the moment, then I blink, then it's over
Then I can sink on my sofa but the Earth just kept going
There's no more sunshine where I'm from, just a couple burnouts in the back of a boring Club
My city don't share none but it's dark we need all the love
This the new sound, I told Jordan don't bottle it up
I open Instagram just to see what I'm not doing
Everyday it burns when it feels like we're not moving
I know the feeling so well, know the guilt is so loud
I know my friends want a better friend I shouldn't use them to sell my shows out
And disappear whenever they meet up
They knew me 'fore I knew me, missing time I can't wait up
Drunk writing loads, "I'll be back, keep my space warm"
But time is just a curse and your youth you can't wait for
I don't want to die in Coventry, tired of stripping down my artistry for commodities
A lot of washed rappers with a lack of some honesty
I'm looking at my only peers and thinking "what is it that you're chasing?"
Is it money, is it fame? Couple pounds to your name
I need to double up my weight and inspire every kid like me
Before they say I fell off and I become history

Running but there ain't a lot of space
I been calling but you just can't face me now
I want you in my life
Ohhh

Could you let me know if you still wanted to talk
I just want to call you up
Could you let me know if you still want to rush
And let me know if I should call you up
It ain't so sunny where I come from
Could you let me know if you'll call me up and let me know it