Lyrics Broken - Harry Mack

I'm feeling broken
Goddame I'm feeling broken
Im feeling broken
I gotta get better here's hoping
Hope I find a way to get open
Cause as in now I'm feeling broken

Yeah, I get 'spresive when I'm rapping
I'm feeling terrible I can't believe this happened
I don't know what to do
I don't know how to take action
My hole heart has been smashed
In to a million bits
I wanna rebuild it
Deep inside my soul, man, I can truly feel it
Ah, you ain't gon believe it my G 
I can't believe that my girl went and cheated on me 

Ayo, she had my heart straight levitating
And she told me she was dedicated
 Yeah, I believed her, but that wasn't clever
I believed her when she said forever 
Yeah, I loved the way she did a thing
I was bout to trap to my knee give her the ring
Yeah, I was bout to get fully engaged
And you're asking me to turn to the next page?
Yo, and in this area I'm truly not a master
Ayo, you want me to flip to the next chapter?
But I loved what I had bruh
And right now it's feeling like a disaster 
What can I ask for? Who can I call to?
Can't believe that my one woman had to go and fall through 
She was 14 now I'm falling
Down to the ground situation is a up all in
I'm feeling broken
I'm feeling shattered
How can I be that true love don't matter 
Tell me what am I supposed to do?
And how can I move on?
When I know wrong I write a new song
Nah, I like the one I had already written
How will I get past this without forgetting? 
Will I move on like eventually?
I need that memory eraser stick from MIB
Yeah, someone call Will Smith
Cause the memory of my past I need to kill this 
Ah, y'all know I gotta find a way to feel romantic again
I'm running them antiques within my mind
Playing back the scenes like it's a replay
Hold up wait, what did she say?
She said we was bout to raise some kids
Buy a crib
Said that we would do it big 
She said she loved the way that I live
She said she wasn't jealous at the music, but I guess those words were useless 
I was in the studio just trying to provide
And it turns out
She was searching for a different vibe
All those late night when she said she had to work late
I thought she was speaking truth in a pure way
But it turns out those were just excuses 
Crazy how you have a love one moment then you lose it

Goddame, ah, I'm feeling broken
Yeah, yeah, I'm feeling broken
Hope it gets better y'all here's hoping
Ah, I hope you understand and know shit
I'm feeling broken, what?
I'm feeling broken
Cause when you give your heart when you're really going 
And when you fell in love, deep is the Ocean
But then it goes away in the wind it makes you broken
Yeah, I gotta find a way that I can get past this
Ah, though I had last shit mastered
Ay, thought I really understood this
Now She's on my light my goodness 
Ah, gotta go and write my ass a new song
Ay, gotta go and find a way to move on
Ah, I'm feeling stuck
Gone from my life forever, yo, what the fuck?