Lyrics Mine - Hendersin

I think that you hold me back
I don't want to live like that
I think that our time is done
Flew away too close to the sun
I do not need your excuse
Why can't you just tell the truth
My vision you can not see
And you don't believe in me
Yo, this is not a cry for help I hardly cry tears
I haven't had a decent night of sleep in 5 years
I'm looking in the mirror trying to face my fears
I don't need Santa Monica to chase my peers
I ain't trying to divide, I'm just trying to provide
But when it comes to success
Shit has been a slow ride
Cause I don't fit in would I rather stand out
I stay to myself no I never took a handout
Yeah, I never thought I'd be the one to go
But lately you're the one whose lost control
Im dying in the [?]
Cause I was always yours and you were mine
Only thing you love is wealth
I'm just trying to love myself
Didn't see that shit before but I don't need it no more
Tell me why I seem to learn
Something new at every turn
Make sure when I'm back you're gone
Doing right still feels so wrong
No more waiting there's no debating
You're so transparent I call you Katelyn
And it seems like every two steps that I'm making
There's at least one you feel like taking
And I don't even care much about your feelings
You should put a lid on it like the ceiling
When I stripped you of your pride it could be revealing
But its what I got to do just to start the healing
Just to start the healing
I never thought I'd be the one to go
But lately you're the one whose lost control
Im dying in the [?]
Cause I was always yours and you were mine
You were mine, I never thought I'd be the one to go
But lately you're the one whose lost control
Im dying in the [?]
Cause I was always yours and you were mine