Lyrics Suicide (feat. Yoshi) - Hex Rated feat. Yoshi

I wanna breathe smoke and take it all in
I used to have hopes, now I′m filled with poison
Why would I live with this build up while it's coroded?
I stand with my head in my hands I′m thinking life is hopeless
I wanna breathe smoke and take it all in
I used to have hopes, now I'm filled with poison
Why would I live with this build up while it's coroded?
I stand with my head in my hands I′m thinking life is hopeless

I′m at the end of my road I got no hope left
This life is a test I failed with an F
Grab the rope, what's next?
Rigor mortis, I′m a corpse and I was born for this death
Born for this death
Slit veins, blood drips, my brain's sick shit
Everyday I wish that I didn′t have this fucking kit
(?)
Suicide all the time, steady running throught my mind
Slit my wrists or stay alive?
I don't really know why I feel this way
Steady stuck in a maze like it′s groundhogs day
No joy, no light, just dark like night
I'm killing everybody and I'm psych, I might write rhymes to the rhythm and end my life
End your life?
I think I might, think I might try suicide
Suicide?
Yeah that′s tight, no more pain, no more life
I could end it all in just one night
With a razor blade or a shotgun blast

Shotgun blast?

Yeah that′s right, 'ey yo Blizz record this shit
(Spoken)

Fuck this, fuck music, I′m out

Where's my fucking gun, fuck it!

(Cocks gun)

No! Holy- No! (Screams)

I wanna breathe smoke and take it all in

I used to have hopes, now I′m filled with poison
Why would I live with this build up while it's coroded?

I stand with my head in my hands I′m thinking life is hopeless
I wanna breathe smoke and take it all in

I used to have hopes, now I'm filled with poison
Why would I live with this build up while it's coroded?
I stand with my head in my hands I′m thinking life is hopeless

Is it really worth it to be staying alive?
Same question everyday when I open my eyes
I would rather sleep, than to summon great life
Lately I′m not even motivated to write
Not myself, locked away tight
Not so well, hate seeing the good die
Can't say that I′ve been having a good time
Everyday I wish that me and them could've traded sides

Time won′t fix this, it won't take me away from the pain inside
But I got an idea, maybe drink an iodide
And go back to having bottles of formaldehyde

But there′s one thing holding me back
How am I supposed to tell my friends and family goodbye?
Leave a rotting corpse in my closet for my homies to find? What a delight
Sobbing faces, reading some note explaining my suicide

Or should I just dissapear, and leave the explanation to the minds?
Ah fuck it, they probably wouldn't even notice I was gone for atleast five nights
I think sometimes Imma fall asleep and never wake up, the minute after I close my eyes

Well surprise, you're still here
Dammit Hex you′re so right
Eat this razor have no fear

That′s the spirit homie, bleed it out, split intestines
With hopes to die, mama don't cry
But I′m saying goodnight, cause I'll be gone before you can say a word
I′ll be dead before this day turns to night

I wanna breathe smoke and take it all in
I used to have hopes, now I'm filled with poison
Why would I live with this build up while it′s coroded?
I stand with my head in my hands I'm thinking life is hopeless
I wanna breathe smoke and take it all in
I used to have hopes, now I'm filled with poison
Why would I live with this build up while it′s coroded?
I stand with my head in my hands I′m thinking life is hopeless
Yo, lately I've just been so fucking depressed that every night I have these fucked up dreams
I just go to the studio and then in the middle of the recording I just pull out a fucking shotgun and just blow my brains all over the roof
Yeah tha-that′s pretty fucked up man
I know right? I should probably do something about it
I've been thinking of going to get some therapy, what do you think?
Yeah it might work, I got a counselour lately
Really?
Yeah, it′s been doing really good
Fuck, all right Imma go and get some therapy, yo peace out
(Fade out from left to right)