Lyrics closure - Heylog

Oh, we don't feel the same
Like what we used to, but we'll be okay
Two hours delay
Part of me could never push you away
See I still love you, it'll never change
I need to lose you, I wanna keep you safe
But I'm still waiting for you to come home
You reside somewhere else now
(Heylog? Hm?)

Okay, I'm losing sleep
I think about you every day and every single week
But I'm still surviving this deep
We talk like once a month, just know I'm working on me
And when I go to bed, you're on my mind
(And it affects the way I dream)
And waking up isn't a good time
(You know we made a decent team)

Driving away, you want me to stay
The minute I leave, I'm missing your face
I don't understand, you were all I got
I'll piss through my pants if you got a guy
Baby, I know you could do better
She hates to be used, so why do you let him?
If I was you, I'd say to him
"I'll no longer continue to put up with this"

Can't keep looking back or else I'll slowly die
But I'm already dead, I can't really decide
To open up the gap and better up my life
I want it bad, but you'd hate me to try-

Do your thing, I know it's over
Dead boy like being a poser
Bad terms, couldn't care about no closure
Dive into exposure
I don't drink, so I stay being sober
Oh man, I should've closed her
Cut it off, but now I wanna hold her
So come a little closer, yeah, yeah

I told you everything, now can you keep it on the low?
Cross your heart and promise me that you won't tell a soul
You'll do anything to keep it closed
I don't wanna say, the less you know
Studying your face, zero flaw
All the details, so beautiful