Lyrics Fly - Highly Suspect

Don't like the way that I look
I don't like the way that I feel
I'm acting like everything's cool
But maybe it's time I start keeping it real
I've thought about killing myself
I've thought about ending it all
I've thought about standing on top of my building in
Brooklyn and seeing how long it would take me to fall

I'm scared
And I'm losing my patience
I wanna feel weightless
I hate this
What's up? Ey

Don't know why I'm so fucked up
It sucks, ey
Maybe I'm over-dramatic
But I'm just keeping it real
I'm not always okay
I don't know how to deal
I wish I had someone to give me some love
I wish I had someone to give me a hug
I'm sick of the liquor and sick of the drugs
I wish I could just stop fucking up

Dear Johnny, be honest
You can change if you want it
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's no one else that's just like you
Dear Johnny, be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're going to hear this song
And laugh because you stayed so strong

Got a brother I know that I don't call enough
"Hey baby boy, what's up, I miss you so much"
Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
But we don't really know how to talk about stuff
Got a mother I ain't seen in eighteen years
Just know that I forgive you, there's been too many tears
I hope I don't get any older
With this chip up on my shoulder
I think it's time I switched it all up

Dear Johnny, be honest
You can change if you want it
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's no one else that's just like you
Dear Johnny, be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're going to hear this song
And laugh because you stayed so strong

I'm falling away
From everything that's ever brought me down
I am the sound
Now I'm falling away
From everything that's ever brought me down
I am the sound
Now

Dear Johnny, be honest
You can change if you want it
And let me tell you something else that's true
There's no one else that's just like you
Dear Johnny, be real
It's okay to feel
One day you're going to hear this song
And laugh because you stayed so strong

Haha
I feel better already
Yeah
Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest
Wow
Thank you for listening
Thank you for being a part of our life

Shout out to Studio G
Shout out to Brooklyn
Shout out to Venice Beach
Shout out to Pam the cat
Shout out to Jolene the dog
And word to Eleven
Yeah, love you
This is a family
This is MCID
Hahaha