Lyrics Because Why Not? - Hover

I'll start this with a question, like I should have done before
So, like the title says, why not?
Is it too much asking for more?

My behavior is finally changing
And I see things are slowly clearing
Guess it's me after all
I can't say it's not my fault

It was all my fault after all
It was all my fault

I long to escape and yet to stay
I'm sick of spending nights awake
I don't know where I've been
But I'm all ears now
Awake at nights I dream of the day
That we will look at this and say
It was worth the risk and all the fights
'Cause now we're right where we wanted to
Where we wanted to be

Four years now
That we've been on this band
Did the 5 of us give a hundred percent?
We never dedicate everything we can
We just do what happens to fall in our hands

We can still change and make our way

I long to escape and yet to stay
I'm sick of spending nights awake
I don't know where I've been
But I'm all ears now
Awake at nights I dream of the day
That we will look at this and say
It was worth the risk and all the fights
'Cause now we're right where we wanted to

Can somebody tell me what's holding us back from a better role?
Are we dreaming wrong? Can't we tell reality from a fairy tale?
And what's a fairy tale?
Does it mean we've failed?
How do I know I've failed?
Please don't say it's all part of the game

I long to escape and yet to stay
I'm sick of spending nights awake
I don't know where I've been
But I'm all ears now
Awake at nights I dream of the day
That we will look at this and say
It was worth the risk and all the fights
'Cause now we're right where we wanted to